anuragdisha: Have you ever indulged in the se…

anuragdisha:

Have you ever indulged in the sensuousness of your own being? Have you ever ventured into the depth of your own carnality? Have you ever made love to yourself? 

I have…sometimes!! I look at myself in the mirror…imagining what it would be like to be in the head of the person looking at me naked, touching me at every curve of my body… I look at myself, touch myself in every way I want to be seen or touched… I let the kind of hunger arise in me that I want someone to have for me…I get hungry for my own self.. I consume myself in my own want… I do masturbate…but it isn’t the same…it’s me against me or rather me with me… It’s not being narcissistic… It’s just a damn fulfilling contempt I experience of having tasted my own medicine…And I love it…I love my own taste, I love my own smell, I love the feel of my skin against my fingers…

Ah! I love the woman I see in the mirror and I love to make love to that woman!!

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